Hari demi hari
perempuan ini tetep menunggu, tetap tidak ada perubahan. Yang dia bisa lakuin cuma
ngestalk profil twitter seseorang. Dia ngecoba berhenti, tetep tidak bisa. Ya,
mungkin karena she too falls in love with someone there. Dia selalu bertanya
kepada dirinya sendiri “I don’t know why? I can’t stop this feeling. Many people
ask me “why?” and I don’t know what
should I say to they. It’s so annoying, really”. Perempuan ini mencoba
menyadarkan diri dan membuka jendela yang tetap saja tidak akan pernah melihat
senyuman seseorang itu “maybe there are a lot of guy in this world, but like
him. That's just one. And there will never be one like him”. Suatu hari dia
pernah melewati rumah seseorang itu, yang dia lihat hanya bayangan sewaktu dia
masih dengan seseorang itu. Dia melihat candaan dari seseorang. Tertawa
bahagia. Mulut perempuan ini mulai berkata “I close my eyes and even when I’m
sleeping I'm all right. Because you are in my life. Once upon a time, I only
imagined this.. and now you're mine. Wished for you so hard. Pray that you'd
find me. Maybe you're here today. It'll remind me. If you believe that dreams
come true. There's one that's waiting there for you. Because I believe when I
saw you. That when you want something enough. Then it can't escape your love. There
is nothing in the world that cannot be. Ya.. If you believe. Everybody said
that I was a fool to think. That we could mend. But I couldn't get my heart out
of my head. They just didn't see. No, they just couldn't know, feeling that you
get. The places that you go”. Ditengah jalan, dia teringat sewaktu dia diajak main dengan seseorang itu. Dari setiap tempat yang dia lewati, itu adalah
tempat-tempat yang pernah dia kunjungin dengan seseorang itu. Penuh kenangan ya, it’s so hard to forget someone who gave you a lot of memories. Dengan
melihat sms yang dulu-dulu, membuat sedikit menghibur perempuan ini. Dan selalu
saja perempuan ini berkata “You tell me that you want me, but why you push me
around? I fell too deep. I can’t explain how much pain I had. No, I don’t hate
you. Just tired of myself that isn’t willing to let you go”. Dan terus menerus
menyalahkan diri…
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